Its my last day at work before year end holidays. Time to get ready to go Matara (my home town) for my mothers alms giving on 26th December. Its after there years from now the 26th December 2004 Tsunami took her away from us. I still can't believe that she is not with us. Many memories are coming to my mind and its really hard to bare all these things even now.
I was so close to her and she always drive me to success. She teach me how to face the obstacles coming on my way. She gave me all the strength to face any problem and overcome any hard time. She teach me how to treat people and how to care others. She always wanted me be strong and same ime want ot be soft to others and understand them and help them. She always wanted me to be a successful person. She teach me every thing and she gave all the strength she had to me (and my sisters). Finally she left us. It was a shock but still we are moving forward thanks to all the qualities she developed on us and the strength she gave us. But we all miss u. I miss u amma (mother).
I know that your looking at us from there and blessing us and still guiding us. I know that your looking at us your so lucky, I know you can see us. But non of us are blessed and lucky as you. We can't see you. We are so unlucky.
I still want to talk to you. I still want to hug u, sleep on your lap. I want to listen to you songs you used to sing when I was a kid. I want to see you kind, loving face which I can forget all the hard things Im facing. Simply I need you. But I knwo your not going to come again.
I want you to be my amma (mother) in all the lifes which Im going to born after this life. Please take me with you where ever you go.
I love you so much and I miss you a lot.















