my loving amma (mother)

Its my last day at work before year end holidays. Time to get ready to go Matara (my home town) for my mothers alms giving on 26th December. Its after there years from now the 26th December 2004 Tsunami took her away from us. I still can't believe that she is not with us. Many memories are coming to my mind and its really hard to bare all these things even now.

I was so close to her and she always drive me to success. She teach me how to face the obstacles coming on my way. She gave me all the strength to face any problem and overcome any hard time. She teach me how to treat people and how to care others. She always wanted me be strong and same ime want ot be soft to others and understand them and help them. She always wanted me to be a successful person. She teach me every thing and she gave all the strength she had to me (and my sisters). Finally she left us. It was a shock but still we are moving forward thanks to all the qualities she developed on us and the strength she gave us. But we all miss u. I miss u amma (mother).

I know that your looking at us from there and blessing us and still guiding us. I know that your looking at us your so lucky, I know you can see us. But non of us are blessed and lucky as you. We can't see you. We are so unlucky.

I still want to talk to you. I still want to hug u, sleep on your lap. I want to listen to you songs you used to sing when I was a kid. I want to see you kind, loving face which I can forget all the hard things Im facing. Simply I need you. But I knwo your not going to come again.

I want you to be my amma (mother) in all the lifes which Im going to born after this life. Please take me with you where ever you go.

I love you so much and I miss you a lot.

looking forward

I didn't able to spend much time on reading and the research which I wanted do on last few months. I was always busy with office. But I should stop giving this excuse any more and spend my time more productive way. Im looking at 2008 as a year for many happenings. I should put all the experience and things which I learnt over years in to work in coming year. I hope every thing will go in better way in 2008.

Time is passing and years are coming and going like nothing. People call this time as 'time for celebrations'. Yes you should do things for joy. Same time this is the best time to evaluate thing you did during the year and make a plan for next year. This is the time to find out the mistakes you did last year and take corrective actions to minimize mistakes in next year. We all need to develop things year by year in all the areas of our lives. This is the time for it. Get ready for the coming year 2008. Start your evaluation for 2007. Start looking forward and start working on you planes for 2008.

back to work after 2days

I came back to work after two days. I was down with flue and it was a really bad one. I was doing nothing than sleeping and watching the TV. I could not eat anything too. Any way things seems to be ok now. But Im still not feeling 100% fit. I hope I'll able to get back to normal routine by tomorrow.

My office is having a brand new look since we change the seating arrangements and we shifted back to 1st floor from the 2nd floor. This is my first day after all these changes. Any way I like the new seating arrangements. I love when there is lots of spare space. I love new trees bought by my CEO too. Those looks really nice and helping to relax. I love indoor plants and thinking of buying few for my house as well.